As much as I’ve been fighting the H-word for (almost) the past 10 years, I think I’m coming to accept the fact that I’m closer to getting a hysterectomy than ever before. :( It looks like living in this much pain isn’t worth the very tiny chance I have of ovulating, nevermind conceiving. And I can’t even do that anymore, ovulating I mean. So I’m doing...
HA! This is hilarious!
The exhaustion of pain
I’m starting to feel like I’m losing pieces of myself to the constant pain I’m in. I wish I could sleep for three days straight just to catch up on sleep, turn my mind off and not feel pain for a while. Or if I could figure out how to turn my mind off, that would do. Every time I feel a wave of pain hits it becomes clearer and clearer that I’ll never conceive. (Naturally...